So they say this is me....

The Sudden Departure


Random Brutal Love Master (RBLMf)



Sweet. Dear. Loving. At Gate 18. Final call.



You are The Sudden Departure.

You've been in a lot of serious relationships. More than a few have ended ugly. Uglily. Whatever. Our guess is that you're a really fantastic girl who doesn't really know what she wants, and you've broken a few hearts as a result. You fall for people easily, and you enjoy the feeling of falling in love, but once you're there, either boredom or the old "grass is greener" syndrome sets in. The mind wanders, and with it goes the flesh. And then the toiletries.







Your exact opposite:
The Intern



Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer






We know you're not the classic "love 'em and leave 'em" type, at least not in a purely sexual sense. You have too many serious bonding tendencies for that. But even though you're theoretically looking to settle down, you don't settle long on one person. "Serial monogamist" is probably something you hear a lot. "Emotionally loose" is another way to put it. To the poor guys eating your dust and sniffing your panties, it doesn't really make much difference. Of course, it's not really your fault that people get hurt. You have every right to move on when you choose.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Backrubber, The Gentleman

CONSIDER: The Vapor Trail, someone just like you






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My profile name: rorysgirl2

My life quiz...I stole it from Spin

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7.9
Mind:	7.1
Body:	8
Spirit:	8.8
Friends/Family:	8.8
Love:	9.1
Finance:	5.3
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Hey everyone...What's new?

Hey everyone what's new? I haven't blogged for a little bit. So I thought I'd just write down how I'm feeling. Basicly right now...Scared. One of my very best friends is down in Mississippi (I think this is why we abbreviate states, what do you think?) in training for the Army or something and I'm just worried that once he goes over there (to Iraq) he won't come home. He promised me he'd come back, and in one piece, but you know I don't know. I adore him and I would cry myself sick if anything happened to him.

Well anyways, so he gets a hold of me online and says hey I need your number, then I gave it to him and he said he'd call me tonight. Well he did. It was great. He called me and we talked for a long time and he said he still loves me, ok well actually I asked him and he said yes...then he actually said "I love you Austen" and he said it again when we hung up. I was so unsure as to what to say. He's just a great guy and I worry so much that he won't come home, I want to go kiddnap him and save him.

As far as life other then that goes...I'm good. Tomorrow is Halloween at work. We decorated and we're going to decorate tomorrow. I've got to come up with some kind of costume so I don't have a clue. Then I'm going to stay home and do nothing but hand out candy and possibly be here online. But other then that...nothing. I don't have a party to go to or anything and that sucks. I wish I did.

My best friend here in Utah is possibly going on a date...I hate that. You know I wouldn't hate it so much if I hadn't dated him. He's wonderful, I adore him and I just want him to be so happy but I don't want anyone to hurt him, even though I know I did. He deserves more then perfect and I don't think I'll like anyone he dates. To tell you the truth, I hate sharing him with his parents. They're visiting and I don't like it. But he did bring it up the Play Station for me to play. It was nice of him. But I really don't want him going on a date! DON'T GO! PLEASE! SHE'S EVIL!!!!!

And I haevn't talked to Boo lately so Boo. I love you so please talk to me. I MISS YOU! You're so awesome and I hate when you're not here!

Happy daylight savings everyone. And happy Halloween!!



Picture courtesy of JadenKale

Shout Out

Rory, you're a great husband I love you, I miss you and I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I adore and love you, I will charish and keep you and I hope that no matter what we're always together, because rain or shine I'd pick you over anyone else time after time. You've made me so happy over the last 9 months that I can't even begin to say thank you. You are nothing short of my EVERYTHING

Spin I love you, just so you know, as a friend I love you so much! You'll always be my good friend and I'll always be here for you. Always, just so you know. You're the best friend a girl who moved from Wisconsin to Idaho then to Texas then to Utah ever had! You're so wonderful! And I love how you have style and fashion!

Andrea where do I even start, from fifth grade until now you've been there for me everytime I needed you. I know that I have a long way to go as a friend but I'm glad you still care, I miss you so much and I can't wait until I see you again. I'm excited for whenever that will be....You're still my best friend and my sister. I'd be lost with out you....

Sandy, Jenny, Josh, and Nick, thank you guys for being there for me too. I'm so glad to have gotten to be friends with you in high school and I'm so glad to know that we're still great friends. I'm so glad that you all want to see me when ever I come home. I love you all

Beth, thank you for helping me with my blog, thank you for making everything beautiful. Thank you for all you've done for me. Thanks for still being my friend and for just talking to me when I need that. And for being so smart. You're great!

To all my friends at work, you guys make the day more bareable. You make me laugh and you make me smile. The dirty board is great and so is making fun of Diana. You all are great and I actually like being there. It's funny how work can become our sanctuary away from things isn't it? Thanks for keeping my otherwise dreary day from making me more stressed then anything...

To my children, you are the love and light of my life. I love you all so much. I will always be there for you, I will do everything to be the best step mom that I can. I'll support your dreams, I'll hold you when you cry. I'll make you smile and laugh, I'll kiss your ouches and I'll give you loves and kisses whenever I can. You are sweethearts and I love you. Never forget that

To my father and brothers. I love you all so much. You've been there for me and loved me no matter what. I just want to say thank you. I love you so very much, you're my most valuble assest. I want you all to know how much I love you and how I'll always be there for you. I have enjoyed every moment with you. and I look forward to more time with you all.

In the back seat with the windows fogged up....

So life is mostly good. Work is stressing me...I don't like it as much as a used to. My team is great. We're all very close and we're getting to know each other well. We're getting ready for Halloween and I'm so excited. We get to dress up and we get to decorate our areas. We're going to do something like "The Gates of Hell" and it's great...we're totally going to win.

But life is always stressful. Bills to pay and not enough money to do it with, but hubby has a new job and money is getting better and we're going to be alright. I'm hoping that we can have a nice Christmas.

We get the kids for Thanksgiving and we're taking our kids up to Idaho to my father's parents. It will be a big todo and my family will get to meet the person who means more to me in the world then anything. I'm so excited. It's a great family. And my kids will fit in so well. I know they are excited to go and see my brother and my dad. My dad loves being a grandpa. I think even though he did say he didn't want to be an instant grandpa he's enjoying it.

Anyways...we've been married for a bit over a month now and our sex life does lack. I would like to do it more. But that's ok...maybe I can find a nice place where it's dark and would be just us and we could fog up the back windows of that car....it would be great. That's what we need...hot dirty sex!!

Dashboard Confessional

I just have to say I like the band.

I also have to say, I love having a great friend who's a guy. I also love being told I'm pretty and hot! Boy did I hear that today! Hooray for the boob shirt!

I also admit that my dashboard, is very dusty....and my breaks need to get changed. Probably a good idea before I like die...


"Internet is for Porn"
Avenue Q Soundtrack

What's New

Well hello everyone. Life is good for me right now, for the most part. I'm a bitt miffed with a friend of mine for not telling me he got his girlfriend all knocked up and such. It's like he thought I'd be mad. Truth is, I don't care, he's not with me, and it's not like hte got some other girl knocked up at that point but honestly I really don't. I am very happy with my firends and my husband and my life how it is right now...it's great.

The only think I don't like is my ex wife. Well his ex wife, but she's just not very nice some of the time. I wish she'd just be a bit more greatful. It hurts me that she can't be thankful for anything. She really did say thank you for us taking the kids monday, so I'm excited. It was really nice. We'll see how that goes