Sunday, October 30, 2005
Hey everyone...What's new?
Hey everyone what's new? I haven't blogged for a little bit. So I thought I'd just write down how I'm feeling. Basicly right now...Scared. One of my very best friends is down in Mississippi (I think this is why we abbreviate states, what do you think?) in training for the Army or something and I'm just worried that once he goes over there (to Iraq) he won't come home. He promised me he'd come back, and in one piece, but you know I don't know. I adore him and I would cry myself sick if anything happened to him.
Well anyways, so he gets a hold of me online and says hey I need your number, then I gave it to him and he said he'd call me tonight. Well he did. It was great. He called me and we talked for a long time and he said he still loves me, ok well actually I asked him and he said yes...then he actually said "I love you Austen" and he said it again when we hung up. I was so unsure as to what to say. He's just a great guy and I worry so much that he won't come home, I want to go kiddnap him and save him.
As far as life other then that goes...I'm good. Tomorrow is Halloween at work. We decorated and we're going to decorate tomorrow. I've got to come up with some kind of costume so I don't have a clue. Then I'm going to stay home and do nothing but hand out candy and possibly be here online. But other then that...nothing. I don't have a party to go to or anything and that sucks. I wish I did.
My best friend here in Utah is possibly going on a date...I hate that. You know I wouldn't hate it so much if I hadn't dated him. He's wonderful, I adore him and I just want him to be so happy but I don't want anyone to hurt him, even though I know I did. He deserves more then perfect and I don't think I'll like anyone he dates. To tell you the truth, I hate sharing him with his parents. They're visiting and I don't like it. But he did bring it up the Play Station for me to play. It was nice of him. But I really don't want him going on a date! DON'T GO! PLEASE! SHE'S EVIL!!!!!
And I haevn't talked to Boo lately so Boo. I love you so please talk to me. I MISS YOU! You're so awesome and I hate when you're not here!
Happy daylight savings everyone. And happy Halloween!!
Picture courtesy of JadenKale
Well anyways, so he gets a hold of me online and says hey I need your number, then I gave it to him and he said he'd call me tonight. Well he did. It was great. He called me and we talked for a long time and he said he still loves me, ok well actually I asked him and he said yes...then he actually said "I love you Austen" and he said it again when we hung up. I was so unsure as to what to say. He's just a great guy and I worry so much that he won't come home, I want to go kiddnap him and save him.
As far as life other then that goes...I'm good. Tomorrow is Halloween at work. We decorated and we're going to decorate tomorrow. I've got to come up with some kind of costume so I don't have a clue. Then I'm going to stay home and do nothing but hand out candy and possibly be here online. But other then that...nothing. I don't have a party to go to or anything and that sucks. I wish I did.
My best friend here in Utah is possibly going on a date...I hate that. You know I wouldn't hate it so much if I hadn't dated him. He's wonderful, I adore him and I just want him to be so happy but I don't want anyone to hurt him, even though I know I did. He deserves more then perfect and I don't think I'll like anyone he dates. To tell you the truth, I hate sharing him with his parents. They're visiting and I don't like it. But he did bring it up the Play Station for me to play. It was nice of him. But I really don't want him going on a date! DON'T GO! PLEASE! SHE'S EVIL!!!!!
And I haevn't talked to Boo lately so Boo. I love you so please talk to me. I MISS YOU! You're so awesome and I hate when you're not here!
Happy daylight savings everyone. And happy Halloween!!
Picture courtesy of JadenKale
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