Why?

Why does my world revolve around you? Why does it feel like it stops when you're not here. Why does it seem no matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, when you're not around I have no fun? Why do I sit around and just think about the fun times we've had and wish you where here to have more fun with me. Why do I care so much? Why do I want this friendship to last more then anything in the whole world? Why does it hurt so bad that you won't miss me? Why does it hurt so bad that you don't even drop me an e-mail? Why can't I stop crying because you're not here?

I really think at times that I shouldn't care. That it's not worth it, not worth the pain, the sorrow, the agony...But I can't let you go, I know that you won't do some things because of me and that's not good. I feel like such a lousy friend. I want to give you the world. But I don't want you to get hurt. I want you to have everything, but yet, I can give you nothing. I am so sorry...Please...Forgive me...