Thursday, March 30, 2006
I hate Ribs
My other bestfriends Dad has died. I guess I knew it was going to happen, but when she called me at 7am I wasn't expecting that. I couldn't be there. I'm a lousy friend. I just have no money now...But I talked to her on the phone, and on the net. I'm still the most horrible friend ever. But I love you Boo and I know that everything will be ok. You look beautiful in the pictures.
Another girl I thought was my friend apparently isn't. She's a bitch so it's not like it's a big deal. I won't have to see her anymore...and she doesn't call me. So it's her loss. Plus she's never been all that great. I just felt sorry for her so that's why I was her friend. That will teach me to be nice to stupid people.
I got a new job. I'm a dispatcher for Rescue Alert. I get to work for those old people who have buttons and push them for help. They are so cute and sweet. Always polite and say we're so wonderful. It's like the best job ever. I make a good wage plus shift differential. So sometimes $10.50 an hour. Plus I can get over time and paid on call time. So it's great. I work with some really awesome people too. They are all really nice and help me when I need it. It's a small company I know the President. He's very funny and very smart.
Mostly girls work in dispatch so I'll get to make some good friends. I hope anyways. I've not had good girlfriends in a long time besides my dear Boo. So I hope that goes well. Some of them I get along with well...others it may take some time getting to know them. Dee Dee my boss (Dispatch Supervisor) is the best boss ever. She's so understanding and kind and funny.
I'm still upset with my friend abit...but I'm sure I'll get past it. Life is good. I've been busy lately and that's nice. We got Kailey potty trained no thanks to the Ice Bitch Heather. And our boys seem to do better with us rather then her and Father Time their step-dad J (honestly who names their son "J" with no meaning behind it?)so I hate to have to take them home...but what do you do?
Rory lost his job back a bit, I thought things would be hard. Funny story though: On Monday I went to the library (right after the Friday Rory lost his job) I went to the library to post a resume on Monster.com (mad props to them)and the space bar on the library's computer was broken so I only filled it out about 1/2 way...got pissed as hell and left. Tuesday morning ata 8:08am Dee Dee called responding to my resume. I got hired that day and started Wednesday! How cool. Then for 2 days after I kept getting calls with an incomplete resume! LOL!
Dad is having one of my uncles look for a van for us...sick, I swore I'd never drive one...and here I am about to own a van. I hate my life. Ok not really but damn...So I'll have to put my kids in soccer and be a soccer mom! My mother in law and father in law are coming in May to visit. I'm so excited. I miss them a lot. Then we're going to try to go there in September. So I hope we can. I have to try not to be sick from work so I have time off.
Grandma is doing a bit better, so that's nice. She's still not going to last very long I fear. But now that mom is gone it's not as hard with Grandma, I just want her to be comfortable and not in pain. I'll miss her though. My poor Grandpa is just upset about the whole thing though...so I hope he'll be alright.
Like I said before my brother was arrested for drugs, and intent to make cocain bace and sell or something. They found $70,000 in drugs in the hotel room that was under his name. I thought he was smarter then that...he is facing federal drug charges and is facing 5 years in prison. At least we'll know where he is.
That's all for now I think. I hope anyone reading this enjoys it. Anyone who doesn't know me just know I'm venting. Anyone who does...comment...please.
<3
Austen



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I miss you too dear, but don't beat yourself up over not being here. In some ways it's probably better that you weren't. At least you can remember my father the way he was. The crazy, chain smoking man :) I was really sorry to hear about John. I had read about it in the paper before you had told me, but I was hoping it might not be him. When I saw Steve's name though I knew it was. I miss you bestest friend. Come home soon.
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