Some people can't be fake enough...

You know what pisses me off...when girls who are dating your friends act like they care about you and who you are. And they act like they give a damn about what you've been up to or what you've been doing. And if she doesn't act fake enough threw all that then she says she's worried because he hasn't talked to you in a few days...as Ron White would say...BULLLLLLLSHIT!

Anyways, it was a great day at work, I looked really good and we had such a good time being dressed up yesterday for halloween we where all happy but tired. I dressed up like an auto macanic. I had black stuff on my face and arms too. We turned our team into a cave and that was cool too. Everyone dressed up almost. It was lots of fun.

Then I came home and did nothing. but that's ok, I didn't need to do anything. It was really nice to just relax here at home. But it was so cold last night I don't think many children went trick-o-treating. Which was ok, because now I have candy....MMMMM candy. We watched "With out a Paddle" the night before so that was really fun. I enjoyed it a lot I laughed my head off. What a great movie.

It's been just short of a year...Mom is still gone, it was really hard to grasp that today. I've been just heart broken...here the time has come to remember her and I'm still so confused about the whole thing...life has changed so much lately. I don't know what's going on in my life any more. I miss my mom...sometimes I cry at night and just want my mommy. I know that's childish but I don't care...I need you mom...I need you really bad...I'm so lost Mom...I'm so lost...





"Don't Bother" -Shakira