Wednesday, July 20, 2005
it's been a long time blah
So I'm sitting here at home and being sick but I'm not as sick as I was this morning. Spin and I are going to see Wedding Crashers tonight and I'm going to be spending lots of time just being at home this weekend and I don't particularly care much about what I'm doing. But you know I just feel really burned out at work and in general.
I've come to the realization that I hate being lonely. I don't like being by myself. It used to be so nice to know that Kent was there even though we didn't do anything together. it was nice having his company. Now that he's in MI I don't know what to do. I mean even though we aren't together I still miss knowing that he's close and that he can be there for me. At least other friends can be there for me. I do so apprciate it when I have friends with me who can make sure I am ok.
I read the new Harry Potter book. I read it on Saturday. It was really good. I have some ideas about what might happen in the next book. But I don't know for sure. I hope she get's the book out soon and I hope that we get to see a lot of the movies. I'd love them. I think they did a good job with the casting and everything.
I've taken to watching dumb showes as I only have 13 and 4 on my TV sense they turnned off my cable because I wasn't paying for it. I don't think he should have turned it off....the jerks. Nate from Opera is cute. But I can't stand Opera for the most part. Although maybe she could help me find my biological mother. Hum, maybe I should look at that. Well I have nothing to say so I'll just sign off
AMP
I've come to the realization that I hate being lonely. I don't like being by myself. It used to be so nice to know that Kent was there even though we didn't do anything together. it was nice having his company. Now that he's in MI I don't know what to do. I mean even though we aren't together I still miss knowing that he's close and that he can be there for me. At least other friends can be there for me. I do so apprciate it when I have friends with me who can make sure I am ok.
I read the new Harry Potter book. I read it on Saturday. It was really good. I have some ideas about what might happen in the next book. But I don't know for sure. I hope she get's the book out soon and I hope that we get to see a lot of the movies. I'd love them. I think they did a good job with the casting and everything.
I've taken to watching dumb showes as I only have 13 and 4 on my TV sense they turnned off my cable because I wasn't paying for it. I don't think he should have turned it off....the jerks. Nate from Opera is cute. But I can't stand Opera for the most part. Although maybe she could help me find my biological mother. Hum, maybe I should look at that. Well I have nothing to say so I'll just sign off
AMP
Hoo was thinking of duckies @
5:16 PM
Hey hon! thanks for being so reassuring on my page. It's been really difficult without him at home. You will get over the lonliness too. I know you have been dealing with it longer, but look at how strong you are! I am sure Boo would agree with me on this, we both miss you alot as well but you know that Boo and I will be here to talk when you are feeling low. :)
Yeah, I hate being lonely, too. That's why I play games...
Uh. Not really. I've heard that Wedding Crashers is friggin incredible or something like that.
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