Truth

The most random things seem to happen at the most random times. Today a friend and I went to Perkin's to eat and there we saw some friends. They were with my old boyfriend and that was a bit wierd. I also saw an old friend. He walked right up and huged me. I didn't know it was him at first...so that scared me at first. It was strange and fun.

As for mom she's doing ok, she seems to be holding on to something...I wish i knew what it was. Then I could help it happen so she wouldn't suffer anymore.

I hope that me getting in an arguement with Timmo won't ruin my friendship with Boo. I feel like I've lost her. She seems so distant. I don't know what I could have done different but all I can say is I'm sorry. Please don't hate me. Please talk to me. I need you now in my life. Please don't go when I need you most. If you want me to make up with him I will. If you want to not talk tho, please tell me. I know it will hurt but I can take it. I don't want to come between you and him. I don't want to ruin everything...all I want is my friend to be honest with me. So please...just tell me the truth...