Scream

Have you ever wanted to scream, and make the whole world vanish. Have you ever wanted to curl up in a ball and stop everything from moving exept the slow inhale and exhale of what could be your very last breath? Why is it that now when things look so bad that all that seems right is to just scream and sob and make everything stop? Why is the best feeling numb, where you can't feel a thing? I want to be numb so badly, I want to be numb, please let it end. No more pain, I can't take anymore pain...it must stop...