The day comes closer

The day that I leave gets closer and closer. It's hard to believe I've been here for so long. Other times it seems that I've only just gotten here. I'm so tired and worn out. I want to sleep for a month. I'm worn so thin. I hardly know what to do anymore. I don't know weather leaving is a good idea, but I don't think I could possibally stay any longer. I know that being here has helped dad and has let me have some time with my mom. I am greatful for that but am ready to go. I need to make this drive alone because I need time to work things out.

I'm glad for the friends I have here. They have been such a blessing to me. They are my sanity. Thanks to all of you. I need you all so much. Andrea thank you for all you've done. Thank you for being there night after night. Thank you a million times. I can never repay you. I don't even know how to start. I am so greatful for you.

Happy Holloween all!