Long days

Well it's been a long day, they almost all seem to run together now. I don't know which day it is a lot any more. That comes from lack of sleep. I worry to much I think, it's going to get me in trouble. I don't know what to expect of my mom anymore. She's gone from no sleep and too many meds to a few meds and she sleeps a lot. I know that's good for daddy but who knows how long she'll stay like this or how long she'll be around. AHH! I wish I knew what was going on. (sorry for my rant)But I wish Boo was home. She's always there to talk to me.

I want to go back to school. I want to be back doing things I like. Taking pictures! I think I'll go shoot a roll, I won't get to develop it but at least I'll feel like I've done something and haven't totally given up my dream. I hate that it takes so long to become a resident of a state. Just accept that I'm staying people! AHH! I want to be done with school so that my mom can see me graduate. I want to be done with school simply to be done...I started college (thanks to my dad) almost exactally a month after I finished High School! It was sooooooooo not fair. I hated it. I did get to move far away from my parents, which at first was cool, but eventually started missing them. I'm over that now. I've lived out of the house for four years. If I'd stop moving then I'd prolly have been done with school. Oh and if I'd picked a major...I knew what I wanted to be, I should have just gone with it! Oh well. I hope I'll get done soon.

Any music is fine with me. If you feel the need to share something with me please comment. I like ska a lot, I like almost all other music tho. No twangy country that makes you wanna gag and hit yourself with a pipe. New country is ok. But please feel free to share with me. I didn't list all the bands I liked so there's not really anything to stear away from exsept above. And I WANT A "Vote for Pedro" shirt! Anyone who has one should tell me where they got it!